metamorphorsis

2011-09-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

another cool anime!! kya!

2011-09-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

so called a summary of the animes i watched. sacred seven had just ended. it did not end very nicely cos i want to see ruri and alma tgt like having a close relationship but it din really shown. but oh wells, the anime is finished. so i cant ask for more. but i like both of them is because they so care for eachother and alma is so sweet when he said to ruri that he already had her. awwww!

mayo chiki, subaru had left her miss as she was being fired. now she had kiss jirou on the cheek and left him fainted. next ep she dressed as a girl to school but with glasses. so we shall see about that.

itsuka no tenma blah blah, i think haven end ba but seems like its ending soon. hahaha. at first this anime caught me but now im like quite okay with it only.

rou kyuu bu! was still okay.

Anime Time!!

2011-09-03T01:05:00.000-07:00

Mayo Chiki

Rou Kyuu Bu!

Itsuka Tenma no Kuro Usagi

Sacred Seven

Been watching these animes these days! Nice! Hahahaha!!!

dances.

2011-03-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

fly, like birds.
dances, like a ballerina.
rotates, like the earth
cos nobody can stop you from doing these.

SHINee

2011-03-21T06:50:00.001-07:00

OMG. time flies dunno how many times! i am here again. okay, this blog cannot get anymore rusty. i had gotten my results like two months ago and i very satisfied with it. in the end, i was posted to temasek poly. everybody was like why so far? but i had no choice cos of the cop.

work. rest. work. rest. was how i went through from feb to march. but now am not working cos of school programmes on schedule so yeah. i am going to read breaking dawn soon cos i did not have anything to do and i really wanted to do some sec 4 work again:/ okay, i dunno whats wrong with me but yeah.

went to hongkong recently and phuket during cny, it was fun! i bought alot of things from HK. phuket not really.

and i have a bad news, val is going to shanghai for three longs years instead of going to ngee ann poly:( sighs, but we will still kept in contact. now planning to have another stay over after the day we spend at fairmount hotel. I AM GONNA MISS HER!

currently, i am addicted to korean stuff cos of my very first korean video, LUCIFER BY SHINee.

ANNNIIIIMMMMEEEEHHOOLLLIIICCEEE

2010-12-29T22:20:00.000-08:00

Yumeiro Pattissiere

ERIKA

i think that fortune arterial is quite cool and fascinating! too bad i could not find the male lead. he is cute and good-looking, normal high school student, member of the student council. his name is kohei hasekura. erika sendo is a vampire as well as her brother, the president of the student council, she is also the vice-president of the council. her mission is to find herself a servant but she did not want to do that. she wanted to live as a normal high school student. the special thing about kohei is that his blood is special for erika and this makes her desire for his blood.

as for yumeiro pattissiere/ professional, its cute and nice but the romance part of the show is quite draggy. this shows the process of a group of students attending a school that specialized in baking courses. there are also some cute fairies which became their so-called guardian angels.

there is another show i watched but i did not posted. its my personal problem for not posting it.

so here is my post, i know its about anime but you can try to go search for these shows. you'll love it!

beautiful

2010-11-28T23:54:00.000-08:00

life can be so beautiful, it just that no one knows how manage and make changes to their life.

thats how the way we live.

its unpredictable

2010-11-18T20:27:00.000-08:00

life is just unpredictable. to be honest.

gonna end

2010-11-08T19:34:00.000-08:00

yeah, yay, o levels gonna end like two more days:) i know we're all screaming inside our hearts for freedom!! so now i just have wait for two more days and everything is gonna be fun.

just bear it for a few days

2010-11-01T23:04:00.000-07:00

yes,

we just had to bear for a few days and we will be free.

yeah,

i understand now everyone is struggling but it will soon be release from you.

everything will be fine. just believe in yourself:)

i still believe.

turn back time

2010-10-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

how i wish i can start my life again as a baby, i wish i can turn back time. but saying this now might be too late to wish for anything, just have to work hard for the future without regrets.

mock exams

2010-10-04T02:36:00.000-07:00

first day of mock exam seems to be draining my precious brain juice away. i cant think today, all the words that i had written is all rubbish (i think). maybe isnt all of it. now having headache. a bad sign for all brain juice being drained.

today seems to be a good day and this whole week would be a good days for me.

finally but still not

2010-09-16T19:09:00.000-07:00

yeah, i finished my prelims already but i still one big one which is the o levels. uhhh! feel like wanted to finish it quickly. by the time, i can do everything i wanted. now i have to save money for universal studios. hmmm, sounds fun but still not excited cos the day is not near yet.

Final Fantasy Verses XIII

2010-09-14T19:09:00.000-07:00

Last update is like Final Fantasy VII(7) and VIII(8). now already update to final fantasy verses xiii(13).
eventhough they appear to be as couple but they are actually enemies. how sad right? (stella x noctis)

my little wish

2010-09-14T18:52:00.001-07:00

my littlest wishes:

wanna finish o levels quick!

wanna go watch all the videos that i have been waiting for

wanna go out with friends without worries

wanna be smart and confident about my work and exams

wanna go into my favourite jc or poly(course)

wanna slim down (swimming, jogging, gym...)

do i have a choice?

2010-09-14T18:45:00.000-07:00

i wish i can choose my own path whenever i want. not wanting to be controlled by anything or anybody.

uhhh, thats is something that alot of ppl can control or choose. we just have to live with it and survive.

survival

2010-09-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

i really do believe in this and its really meaningful. now, i left with prelims paper 1 sciences, tml dont need to do to school.

sometimes we just have to get through all the hardships to get something great in the end. shian tian hou ku, i really do believe in this cos i am a shian tian hou ku person. what i get in the end is even more hardship. so believe it or not.

music sings

2010-09-10T18:59:00.000-07:00

recently i feel that this anime does shows a little bit of romance but due to the fact that the protagonist is very dense so she does not feel anything about the boys surrounded by her.

i felt that these two person had different personality eventhough they are playing the same instrument which is violin. until now, there is no information about the protagonist showing interest in any boys.

this show often reminds me of band and my trumpet. of course this show has a trumpeter:) it make me reminiscences the wonderful times that i had in band. sighs, time flies and now we are all chionging for o levels. and next year we will be in different course doing different things.

If i were a boy

2010-09-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

If I were a boy - Beyonce

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it'
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted'
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go'
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted'
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted'
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Love

2010-09-08T19:53:00.000-07:00

If I had just one more day.

I would tell you how much that I've missed you.

Since you've been away

It's dangerous

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time -Hurt by Christina Aguilera

I don't want to talk about it,

how you broke my heart

If I stay here just a little bit longer,

if I stay here,

won't you listen to my heart,

ohh my heart?

My heart, ohh my heart. - I Don't Want to Talk About It by Rod Steward

I suddenly wanted to post all this lyrics and quotes because its so true about them. Thats is how i felt too. Sometimes when i listen to these songs, i can visualise how much they wanted to speak their minds to their lovers. Sometimes we think that love can be so wonderful and would envy those who were in love but there is something that is not shown on the surface of a person's face which is hurt, sad, cry.

I may not experience it but i had seen many ppl surrounding me having this kind of problems. Maybe i dont understand eventhough i step into your shoes and think. But there love is. We cannot control our feelings because it is so strong. Believe in yourself and be confident that you would not be affected when something is wrong:)

new start.

2010-09-08T00:26:00.000-07:00

i want to restart my life again. just hoping that i can and change my style of learning. a leopard wont change its spots. i know alot of ppl would think like this but think about it, people changes. so what if i had done something in the past and that doesnt mean i would do it again in the future. that's no proving about it, i understand. so i want to prove it myself that i can do it without the help of ppl around me but my own true self.

colours of life

2010-09-06T19:44:00.000-07:00

i think that this picture is beautiful so i post it. i changed my song and profile picture.

interesing

2010-09-06T18:46:00.001-07:00

i think i should keep this blog because all my memories is kept here. now i am sec 4. time flies. we all know that this year is a very important year for us. the o level year. so everyone is studying, no matter going jc or poly, everyone is working hard for a good results.

but what am i doing? hanging around and slacking, not realising that i am only 1 MONTH to go for o levels. so what am i going to do? like what we always say but did not do. STUDY.

typical

2010-04-30T19:46:00.000-07:00

hey, long time to update the blog. i just could not kept writing blog every single day on what i had done. i think everyday is the same for me. just nth to update about.

i had wonder if anyone would come to this blog again. really. its like my blog is like no longer existed and everyone has turn to facebook instead of blog le. yeah, you can say its trend, blog has been quite popular a few years ago, but then facebook was introduce to ppl and everyone was so into it.

TYPO

2009-12-01T23:21:00.000-08:00

hey hey!

nice to be back again and i know that i have alot of things that i haven even touch or do! alot man! and i am going to prepare christmas shopping, hahas, have to save up some money yah, hahas okay now i haven being posting yeah,

same things happens, i think i cant constantly post something everyday ba. now i realised that alot of places that are so nice that i didnt get the chance to go and check it out. hmmm, some trips are cancelled, but i am glad that we were able to make it for the section outing. hahas, hot man that day. first time going to marina barrage. its so nice there but too bad cos of the bad whether condition.

yeah, now posting but dunno when i am going to post again but by the way everyone happy holidays. val had gone to overseas, hahas yi lu soon feng lei! wish you were back now and i miss you, girl! hahas,

FREE

2009-10-14T22:35:00.000-07:00

i just finish my test recently and i felt i am freed from everything eventhough i know that my 'o' is coming. sighs, yeah just wondering if other school is still having exams. there still are schools having exams. updating quite less cos did not have the often feeling to post something in the blog. yeah now i am updating here. watching movies, now i am looking forward to new moon currently. cos i read the book already and wanted to see in action. yeah about this photo, i just picked it cos i think that it is beautiful. hope you'll like it. yay, free from stress and now just waiting you know waiting...

BACK

2009-09-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

another day and its coming holiday. sighs, test all get back but not satified.
no much things have been what i predicted and eventually it became worst. i felt that things can be in varies and what i had intented to do did not eventually do. i think i become more and more lazy than before. at least ppl had the limit okay you have to do it becos you will get scolded or something but i cannot. homework had been delayed as my laziness is working up again and again. now im going to do all now.

band have been quite tired for me and we have no goals for us to improve on but now seems to have, have exchange in the end of the year so have to practice hard and ensemble makes me worried. i was quite scared of that becos i have never done it before eventhough i am already sec 3 . things are tougher and harder, luckily my section is okay. sighs, times flies and that what i always say. im going to sec4 and that scares me.

good luck and happy holidays everyone.

(cannot put pic cos com cannot)

butterfly

2009-07-24T15:46:00.000-07:00

hahas, i duuno why my com cannot put in the picture so no picture now so sorry, i found some nice one but cannot be upload so yeah, days gone fast, yesterday chinese test sighs, you know what i mean ba, okay, band started too and jericho is so nice, hahas

if you see a beautiful butterfly what would you do? catch it or photo it. hold in our hand sound nice so comfortable but it will eventually fly away before i could even touch it. the freedom of flying makes everyone envy about them.:)

BUSY BUSY

2009-07-10T19:19:00.000-07:00

school starts already after the long holiday, yeah, homeworks again piling up. hahas, things are getting harder and harder. yeah, preparing for folkdance today. sighs, tired after the long day. must jiayous for the following tests. really have to buck up, saying doesnt really help but i need to be motivate. i am going for the chinese supplementary tml, even someof my classmates. hahas, still got cca after that. playing facebook's resturant city for quite awhile then i went to do other things.

like the picture, a summer set, looks so beautiful and wide. freedom as i can see from the pic, the wondrous sky with different colours from the shine of the sunlight, seeing the beautiful picture makes me warm:)

becoming serious

2009-06-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

i find this tulip very beautiful so i decided to post this pic. yeah, it so nice. i wonder now why H1N1 has become so serious but the school still doesnt want to have one more week to rest. some of the students may went overseas during the last week of hols so noticing whether yourself having that dieases need 7 days. now school had cancelled all cca so i think its because of this. they dont want to spread the disease around. so everyone pls be careful:)

Summer

2009-06-19T19:54:00.000-07:00

summer time:) hot this month. even if got raining also like no use. the highest temperature also increase by 1 degree. so hot! but seeing the flowers being planted will makes me happy. plants experience good sunlight would grow into a pretty one. i finally had a taste of the hot summer weather eventhough this country had been hot as it is near the equator. this year, the weather seems to be hotter than before. hahas, good for people who want to do suntanning.

sunny day can be great but it can be bad. i prefer raining weather as it is cooling eventhough it can be cold sometimes. thunder, lightning striking!

Sakura

2009-06-17T18:05:00.000-07:00

actually, i quite like the sakura flower as it is beautiful hanging in the sky. it is called th cherry blossom. cherry blossoms also symbolize clouds due to their nature of blooming. cherry blossom is an omen of good fortune and is also an emblem of love, affection and represents spring. cherry blossoms are an enduring metaphor for the fleeting nature of life, and as such are frequently depicted in art. cherry blossoms and leaves are both edible and used as food ingredients in Japan.

looks great, it can even make greentea. i love greentea:) hahas, beautiful flowers shows its own beautiful significance:)

VOYAGE

2009-06-16T18:31:00.000-07:00

quite long did not post, doing homework still. i just put this anime pic cos i just suddenly wanted to. very long did not put an anime pic inside my blog so yeah. days gone very fast and the day of school opening is coming fast and only like one and half weeks to go. uhhh, sighs. val, yi lu soon feng! i will miss you:)

HAHAS, days dragggg...

Sunset

2009-06-14T18:29:00.000-07:00

see the beautiful sunset, we can see sunset often even in our home. the colour of the sunset is not only orange but the range of it. it shows its pretty sunlight that shine on the earth. i like sunset cos sometimes it has other colours like red or purple. hahas, sunset behind the ocean is the most beautiful sunset. sunrise at the sea is also the same thing. ocean is where all the beautiful things shows its true faces. the smooth white pearl sand, the clear blue aqua colour. i like the seaside at other countries. once a go to indonesia, the sea is so pretty. i love it:)

Balloons

2009-06-10T22:08:00.000-07:00

balloons, a flying object that have many colours in them. they are elastic and a wonderful partner to play with. well, i like water balloon games that really can splash you mad!!hahas, hot air balloons, i havent been able to sit on it. i have never try before. it should be fun:) band sometimes will use this to train our air. it is useful, playful and even painful. when it burst on your face, thats it! your mouth will swollen or still in pain from the bursting. i tried it before and it is really pain:) be careful!! when you use them. its like rubber band. shoot you! damn painful:)

yeah lah, ballooooonnnns, i sometimes very scared of it. its not sometimes, its always, i dont dare to touch it cos i scared it will burst cos when i was little i once blow the balloon and it burst on my face. from then on, i dun dare to touch it anymore. even folding scapture also got problem.

Freedom

2009-06-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

isnt this picture nice? yes, i like it. i dunno why i feel like it is showing freedom in it. shining of sunlight, making the lady smile in happiness because of freedom. yeah, everyone likes to be free but in what situation. looking at it, freedom can be a good thing but to somebody it may not.

i like to be free and carefree. no worries thats the kinda of freedom that i really want. free from worries and enjoy my life and be cheerful everytime i see faces of people. that can be very interesting. i think... hahas. ohhh i suddenly remember that i have a CME work to do about moral stories and i wonder why i suddenly think of it. hahas, got to have my dream come true!!!:)

Dandelion

2009-06-10T08:16:00.000-07:00

is this called dandelion? i suddenly forget about it. i like this flower cos its like a parachute. when it is blown, it spread itself into tiny little thingy, flying freely without any weight so i like it. its so peaceful and nice. just like a gentle feather, freely fly around with the wind and dispersed to different places. its like it can travel to different countries and thats what i like actually. world-wide travelling. but i really have to earn alot of money to get that kind of life, hahas. if singapore have dandelion, i really want to go there for awhile to see and blow the dandelion's seeds away from the stalk. i really wish to. but it looks like i had to travel to other places to see them cos i know that someday i will be there to see them. wait till i have the opportunity i will go and see them.

from the wiki, it says that this is called a parachute ball and dandelion is like a yellow flower. Dandelions, flowers, roots and leaves, have been used for centuries in traditional Chinese medicine & medicinal teas, most notably for liver detoxification, as a natural diuretic and inflammation reduction. hahas, cool:)

Bubbles

2009-06-08T19:43:00.000-07:00

seeing the little girl blowing bubbles, looks fun. i did not really play bubbles when i was young cos my mum did not like the feeling of the detergent being leak out and stain my whole hand and making my hand soapy. so yeah, hahas i believe alot of you had play alot of time. seeing the bubbles you wanted to hold it but it always burst when it reach your hand. what is the texture of the bubbles? never hold it before thus curious about it. magicians had this kind of bubbles that would never break even if a person was inside the bubbles. so cool, i wish i had that kind of bubbles. even if i was bathing. i would tend to play with the shampoo and make bubbles with it but it still burst.hahas, yeah...

Sunflower

2009-06-08T02:32:00.000-07:00

sunflower:) this is meant to be a background and it looks beautiful thats why i post it. sunflower is a flower that normally allow people to smile when they saw them. happiness is free, i believe. happiness is for everyone in the world and its free for everyone to have it. it is not by permission by someone around them but its by the permission by themselves. its their choice to have happiness, the path that lead to happiness. okay, i am talking about CME now. so enjoy the beautiful sunflower:)

Illusion

2009-06-07T07:13:00.000-07:00

this picture i get it as illusion. i wonder why? it looks nice to me and seem to talk about something that inspire me. a family under the dark blue sky whith a tree. i wonder...i admire it long enough and it still look nice so i post it here:) make a guess what it is talking about, what is it showing you about. moonlight that shines behind the family with music note...hahas

Snowing

2009-06-05T20:59:00.000-07:00

i wished that i lived in a place where there is full of snowflakes that allows me to hold it and melt in my warm hand. but its too bad. touching the snowflakes and the snow made me feel it melts into my hands, making me shiver. the beautiful shape of it allow me to admire. it may seem to be sharp but it can be made to blunt.

living in such places maybe cold but its fun to be playing with snow.hahas, dreaming to be in Europe now. the dry and cold weather is so cool. even in the holidays, we can play snowfight with friends or even clearing the snow outside my house. surrounding me will be full of snow that just fall a few seconds ago. making our favourite snowman:D

that was what they do in their winter times, its so cold and cooling that made everyone happy, enjoying their christmas day in the snow with their loved ones. imagine that a SANTA CLAUS will be in the town giving children his gifts. okay, i am starting to dream of something that was quite impossible to happen but if i am able to go all the way to Europe, that would be the nicest thing:)

suddenly thought of snowing cos now in Singapore was so hot, the sunlight was very strong and everyone was saying the same word again and again. now maybe summer but its too hot than the usual Singapore. i prefer cold than hot so thats why.

after band

2009-06-03T03:00:00.000-07:00

these few days may quite busy as i have band. teaching the sec 1s were quite slack but fun with my section. getting back my report slip was disappointing and get scolded by mum. i know its that i did not put in alot of effort thus i had this kind of result. in the hols, i did not want to go out too much as i think now its the important year for 'o' level. i tried to cope with the homeworks and outing. now i really did not want to think too much about it and just do my job.

just came back from cca was tiring, wanted to go to sleep but my eyes were wide-opened. finally now then its the real hols. many other ppl were at camp or preparing for perth trip:) and i will be wishing good luck to them. new moon going to come out during the november. WHAT!!! looks like i have to wait for quite a long time but i know time flies. but i dont want to flies so fast. UGHH! i just have to manage my time properly. i still believe that i can do it like everyone around me, supporting me:)

now its like so long did not go to facebook as like i said no time. now i have to practice trumpet and studying too. on mon, its the chinese 'o' level and looking from their faces looks difficult. hahas good luck ppl. i believe that you can do it. JIAYOU for EOYS:)

Holiday

2009-05-29T19:40:00.000-07:00

holiday finally is here, yep, for all students happy holiday!

eventhough holiday is here but it maybe not a holiday for me. busy with studies and cca. hahas, but some people would be more busier than me:) so i will handle it. having the goal to get better results for the 2nd semester so now i really have to work harder than i usually had. i think this test i did not put in alot of effort in it. quite sad about my results so yeah, have to work hard!!!

still reading new moon but going to finish!!i have to read finish before the movie comes out. ready to read eclipse. but before i read it, i have to read the two chinese book and the history thingy book so have to take quite long. hahas, i just have to say: have a great time in perth people who going to perth:)

sec 2 have a good time in their nyaa camp:) SL's too:) HAVE FUN:D

CAN'T GIVE UP

2009-05-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

back from knowing my results, it had gone worst. i really have to buck up. i had to think about next year now even if its too early. i cannot be a last minute eventhough i had been like that so i need to change to be more confident in my subjects.

band is back today, seeing the sec1s having a hard time in the rhythm. exciting:) good luck to them this fri. hahas, section fund will be receive by me. MONEY COME:) okay money face.

or how the world can seem so long

or how the world can see so vast

courage see me through

heart i'm trusting you

on this journey to the past

RAINBOW:)

2009-05-23T08:14:00.001-07:00

i think that rainbows are very beautiful, seven colours joined together makes a nice match

red,orange,yellow,green,blue,indigo, violet. nice colours matched together form rainbow

hahas, i suddenly thought of rainbow cos i watch a video and i saw rainbow and its specially nice to see. i rmb that when i go for sec 3 camp, i saw rainbow in the sky. its pretty and again in school on the day during examination.

i wonder when i will see a rainbow again in the sky:)

back again

2009-05-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

hahas, back again
staying at home doing nothing but surfing internet and listening to songs
heard new songs that i like it, thanks val for recommending.

recently quite addicted to computers i think its becos mid-years have over.
sighs, days had been travelling faster and faster and you din not know what
time it is and you had realised that time had become later than you think.
time never waits for you. i think that time faster, maybe the earth had speed
up its rotation.

thinking that i am still a child but no, i am growing up. growing older and older
i wish to go back time when i was young. i want to create a time machine to return
being a kid is so nice, everyday only knows how to smile, laugh and cry, making
people laugh. its so nice to be that way. seeing my cousins laugh allow me to think
back time. hahas, being a kid is so good. okay, i had been talking about time for too long.

busy everyday also not a good thing so i think i better relax now if not next year, no more
relaxing now.

i like candle by hey monday! its so nice:)

the matter of days

2009-05-21T20:10:00.000-07:00

looooonnnnnng not posting, busy with LOT of things.

now finally posting,mid-year exams finishes on wed so i had been at home playing, watching, typing the whole day

playing games can be fun but when you cant go to the next level, you are tired of it already. i had been going to facebook

all the time. now changing my skin too.

i want to drink HOT CHOCOLATE IN STARBUCKS.i drink that on wed with val:) cooling and nice talks with her.thanks val:D

june hols is coming and i had to start studying hard cos i know i cant make it for my amaths and physics. as what dad say, i have to

practice my assesmentbook now.

bored but i cant waste my time cos its not all day like this, going to school is also quite tiring so yeah, xiang soh:)

2008-09-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

Today wake up early to prepare for swimming! val,clara,shiying were going with me. we went to swim laps and went playing in the pool. it was fun and CRAZY! hahas.

after that we went for lunch but shiying and me get a pizza bar first before going for lunch. went to val house after that and play 'games'. we were laughing like crazy and it was so fun! watch tv for awhile after that.

THANKS ALOT VAL, CLARA AND SHIYING :D

yesterday had english and chinese paper 1. hahas. it wasnt easy. but i know that everyone had do their best! good luck for eoys everyone!

2008-09-12T06:44:00.000-07:00

today was like ultra-mad day. the whole day i was like mad at someone. i was so worried about clara and val when ms tan asked them to go out for awhile. i felt so irritated by somebody that i really had nothing to talk about or speak about. i just think that think for yourself and others. school today was like anger for the whole day. i have happy times with my friends but then the mad thing was still even more than that. all we do was to sacrifices.

band we did operation clean up. i was cleaning my trumpet and laugh laugh but then it was not too long for the enjoyable moment. we were supposed to clean the walls and we were so fed up. then we hung the curtains. that was so hard. i cant see the hook thing and it was so difficult to hook onto it. finally finished at 6pm.

2008-09-11T06:17:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!

Sorry for not updating AGAIN! hahas, i think i cant catch up with the days. alot of things had happened recently.i can't wait for this sat. many many projects has kept coming. uhh! but i had to do my best. end of year coming and i had to take the subject that i wanted.

today was so fun! first few class was quite boring, after recess is art class and we were supposed to discuss about the project but then Val, Clara, Shiying and i went CRAZY cutting hair for ourselves. hahas, having fun, yes! we did do the project and we disscussed!:D after that, me, val and clara went to jurong point to have a lunch/ dinner. chat with huaiqian becos we found her there.after that we went for a little shopping. we some mediacorp artist there.hahas

band is going to step down and tml is our operation clean up. next week i will be like bookworm. went home the first thing will be studying studying and studying. read and read!

good luck guys! we can do it!

2008-08-18T03:12:00.000-07:00

thought that i will then slack again in my blog. hahas. last mon thought got adrain mole test but then its cancelled. hooray!!!after school, me, val, shiying,sazlina,weilu,yongfa,yonghong,eugene went to play soccer cos we felt that we had not been playing soccer since before common test. changed and get my stuff ready. have GREAT FUN with them. hahas. we din finish our soccer because heavy rain starting to pour. sighs. need to wait for the rain to stop. we stop by gek poh to have a quick drink and went mcdonalds to share fries. it was fun and funny!

everytime, have soccer session really have a great fun and learning the soccer techniques. oh yea, clara came back from her mc. hahas. she had to take test today. hmmm. maybe these few days the weather wasn't quite good. alot of people is getting sick.

knowing that we are going to learn new piece called the seventh night of july. it was difficult. i tried to listen to the recording but then i was still lost. hahas. omisoka is my rhythmn problem. why dont try listening?heehee:)

today got literature test but it doesn't look like a test.hahas. then mr chia din come again and you know what. that relief teacher is always the same and always let us late for dissmisal. we got cca wan leh! LOL:Dband was okay today, blowing our achool anthem. it was very different from the original sound track. it was for practicing side-reading. celebrate mr wong's late birthday party in the canteen but because we had something on so we went off early. very excited for our goodwood performance!haha!

2008-08-09T19:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a humid and HOT day. i mean hot is really very hot. val and i went to jurong west stadium's swimming pool to have a swim and relaxing from the HOT HEAT! changed finish, we went into the lazy pool first. it was so cold, count to three, we went into the water. it was a warm up for us. haha. then we went to the outdoor swimming pool to have a swim. deciding to swim how many laps, swim for a while, val's sister came to join us. we went to the lazy pool again. then val's sister had injured her toe so we went for first aid. then we went for the slide. it was humid inside the coolness you can feel is only the water flowing through your butt. it was FUN! we went for almost 5 times. LOLs. then we went for catching inside the lazy pool. val is the catcher and me and sister is the victim. it was tough going through the water. in the end, we got caught! hahas:) then, we went backwards through the flow of the water. it was fun but difficult to walk through. the water was like pushing you infront but we were moving backwards. then we went for jacuzzi. haha. massage everywhere! then we went for change and have lunch at seven eleven. i bought fried laksa and val bought apple juice (for me, thanks yous:)), sandwich and nescafe. it was so nice eating after swimming. then we went home. it was fun! we thought the the swimming complex closed because its national day but it doesnt:)

i had a great fun!

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

the days:)

2008-08-09T00:51:00.000-07:00

hey guys! very sorry for the lateee update of my blog. now school had been quite busying doing things or cca. we had three new classmates with us in 1euphoric no, is 2EXQUISITEMEMERALD now being a senior can be hard cos now we had to learn new pieces on our own and teach the juniors. hahas. i had been VERY busy of thing with the ndp and cultural expression. mon we have parade rehearsal, tues we have folkdance rehearsal, wed we have parade rehearsal, thur we have folkdance rehearsal. fri is the acutal day. val and i were like running here and there to find the accessories for the folkdance costume. we also met mdm saha on the way. hahas

on the actual day we were like rushing here and there. first we had to wake up VERY early becos we had to reached at 615am. tried..then we had parade. i was very scared that i cant reached high G in majulah's trumpet fanfare. but i did reached it. hahas. thunderer was really fun. i was able to reached high F in the melody. haha. then rushing to change into my folkdance costume then wearing my accessories. our competition dance were quite messy but nice and we managed to get 2ND PLACE! we improved alot. last year, we gotten 3rd place. WELL DONE GUYS! hahas.

after that we went to changed back into our band uniform then we home to have a quick changed cos i meet val, ridhuan and max for lunch. hahas. we reached pizza hut and we had to book the seat becos there was too many people. waited for 45 mins, finally we can eat becos we haven eat from morning until now. finished, we went to arcade for a while but din play anything and went home to have a good rest. hahas.

next week will be our common test. i wishes everyone goodluck for common test:)

still have art to do:)

2008-08-08T04:57:00.000-07:00

POSTING TML:)

THANKS VAL, CLARA AND SHIYING FOR THE DAYS:D

Band Camp

2007-11-30T23:47:00.000-08:00

hellos:)

just came back from band camp and getting ready to post my band camp journey:D yeps.its tiring.heehee.okay lets start with day one:)

DAY 1:

my mum drove me to sch to meet Qinping and WeiLu. then we have briefing for our band camp.we have group discussion after that.we are to gather into our groups and discuss what to perform for last day of the camp.cheer,skit,song.many.we chose cheer as its was more easier than others.my group leader, YuWei, assistant leader, ChingLeng.Elfina was our Sec 3 advisor. very fast we had figure out our cheer thingy. then we have full band to practice for SAF central band invitation. after that we are divided into brasses and woodwinds (percussion) to sit in different bus.HengJie and Dionysia they all having good time laughing and becos of HengJie's contagious laughter.i also laugh like hell.then we reached central band finally:)then,we saw some brown t-shirt guys doing drills.i thought they din wear any clothes becos of their tanned skin and everyone in the bus start to eeeek!hahas.then we went for photo-taking.then we went for the tour briefing.they given us some welcome gifts and appointed us to many groups for touring around the central band.our tour guide,Benny,take us around.then i saw this very old trumpet.it was very VERY old and RUSTY.its used by a man(i forget this name).while Benny was also a trumpeter since primary school:)hahas.then we have to play ROSS ROY and AMAZING GRACE to them.after our performance(i played very badly:( ), its their turn to perform for us.then we have sectionals with their SL.our SL,Benny,(its not the Benny who guide us around) teaches us alot of things.like,the way of breathing the air,straight.low c to high c.he was so damn pro.he can from low c and blow until very very high c.and his fingering was fast.heehee.he gave us some notes for us to practice our trumpet.then we played the two songs again with them.it was nice.then we went back to sch to get ourselves clean.i meant bathing.we went to the bathroom and saw a very big GRASSHOPPER!i dunno it was Locust or grasshopper.its was so and we quickly bath and went out of the bathroom.everygirls were screaming.i was so scared.then we have our dinner.then we have our night activties.KIDNAPPED.we are supposed to find the hostage and must go past every section.we are the last to finish.it was fun actually.then we have supper.then zzzzzz...ohh wait! we also played cards before went to zzzzz:)

DAY 2:

wake up about 6am.brush teeth,change clothes for morning exercise.then we have breakfast(bread with peanut butter).then sec1 which was us have theory test!then full band we played LAY MARMALADE.. and with the dance.heehee.then we have on song performance.then lunch(chicken rice).then we have drills.then we have some games:)last also:P.thenwe went for some water bomb!seniors pour water with DETERGENT!and we juniors throw water bomb at them.i dunno i got throw at Janelle:P.heehee.oops.then we go for bath.AGAIN!the GRASSHOPPER still over there the whole night.i thought it fly away yesterday.then we called for mdm hidayah.then she called for some boys to catch it.then we were saved.hahas.have a good bath.then we have our dinner(fried rice).then...we have our NIGHT WALKS! then we went through many sections.quite fun but then scary!then we went for sleep....

DAY 3:

ohh almost late!we rushed for exercise.then have full band. then have captain ball games then went home sweet home:)

yea,its tiring but then fun:)heehee.

FINAL FANTASY:)

2007-11-23T18:42:00.000-08:00

hey!

i was being very bored so i decided to post my blog.yesterday having band practice AGAIN!but then is the last one this year.i think so.maybe:(now preparing for band camp:)hmmm.when you visit my blog,tag me okkays?leave a TAG okkays?ok ok now i am being annoying:Di had told you once i like FINAL FANTASY VII & FINAL FANTASY VIII rite? heehee now i uploaded videos for this two animes couples:Pi know FINAL FANTASY VII is known as advent children.

this is from FINAL FANTASY VIII : Rinoa and Squall:)

and this is from FINAL FANTASY VII - advent children : Cloud and Tifa:)

hahas.hope you all like it cos i felt these are nice videos.

2007-11-17T00:41:00.000-08:00

hahas:)i know i had change alot to my blog.i'm trying to change a little bit on my blog cos its sounds or look boring rite?i guess so.cos can see from the tag and some of the reasons is i long time din really go and post.hmm.i guess i have really rotten my blog:(but then i tried to make more effort on it.so welcome!heehee.tag when you leave kkays?opinion?its okay.today having band again.sighs.concentrating on our pieces.and recently we have our theory test,i scored it very bad.today mr wong returned back our papers.and practices on ross roy.hmmm.yeps its all day practicing that.and we heard some onsongs.trumpet sections,flute sections & euphoium and tuba section:)after band then straightly head back home.jeez.its tired man!!!

during the band camp we'll have to visit central military band.hmm looks fun.heehee.din really went online this days cos very tired.looks like not all ccas have their cca during hols.dunno why?i dunno wad to post these days.heehee.i think i will be ending my post here.

nothing much to say...but then i say one more time

enjoy your holidays!!!!

2007-11-16T05:45:00.000-08:00

hey i had changed my blogskin:)sorries for not posting for soooo LONG.busy doing with my homeworks:Pi know alot of people haven't complete or haven't even start yet:Dman man lai;Dheehee,now having alot of band practices.hmm.quite tired.and still need to prepare for band camp.sighs.morning jog really refreshes me from tireness.hmm.hahas.yeps.now uploading some pictures kkays cos i have nothing to write on.heehee.ok i will try to post oftenly.

2007-10-27T01:01:00.001-07:00

heys!!!sorry for not updating.but i had changed the blogskin.

now,i am like having a competition with time.its seems that time flies faster that i thought.like now is already 2nd week of term3 and its going to end this week.now i am studying for tml chinese test.i dont now why lah,but now i felt that i recently become very lazy and stress.like wad our home economic teacher said that when depressed u may eat more than usual.seems that i will be fat.tml gotta band.i noe its tiring but still must continue with the cca.since the start of the year,i strive hard to get to my goals, success but now lazy.even though teachers may give stress but it was a time to let ourself get ready for further more challenging problem.
like a problem solving,its like u need teachers teaching then u noe how to solve rite?i dont now why i want to talk about DAO LI.it just now i felt at the bottom of my heart.looks like my blog was full of anime cartoon.yea.i told ur that i really like anime not is LOVE anime.others may think i am a little siao, siao but its my hobby and my faves.

to cool urself from stress may have different methods like shouting at ur house,write ur feelings in ur own dairy or anything u can express ur own feelings and mood.if u r that kind of mood swing person,pls bear the mood to ur dairy or give out all ur feelings to it.it may help you better.or can write poems...if gotta any problem, can tell me in the tagboard or tell me personally.

looks like tml was a very tiring day.gotta pe,band and lots of tiring stuff.now our class havent even have the proper chairman.waiting for voting then i will vote for jiexin,qinping,xinhua or other responsible ppl.hope that everything will remain fine after the person take the chairman place.i noe how val felt for being the chairman.shouting,screaming.to control the whole class was not an easy task.get ready for everything.gtg liao...bye

2007-10-22T03:32:00.000-07:00

hellos!

ohh now everyone was busying with their results after knowing their test marks.yeps.hoping to promote to secondary 2 express for us,secondary 3 express for sec 2s,secondary four express for sec3s and finally a good school for the secondary 4s this year.hahas.good luck!time flies fast then what i think and cannot feel what happen now and then.just fast.very fast.i think my literature and english was very badly done.must jiayou next time!hmmm.i started to loitering around other peoples blog to see.they have good poems,post,or even pretty pictures:)hahas.yeah,today went back home with valerina and jiexin WALKING from school.very long time did not exercise.what will i do during the holidays?maybe when swimming,or study for sec 2 syllabus.see how first.now we can play whatever we want like maplestory,audition,psp,gameboy,ps3 so on and so forth.yep:)i should guess correctly.

2007-10-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

heys!

sorry for not updating for months.now beocs of the eoy i think alot of you might be very tired and stress out but now we only left two more eoy paper to go so all the best to everyone of you!you all can do it!these 6 test that we had been done were very tough,agree?hahas.so fast we are going to sec 2 and become senior for the next year sec 1.ohh yea!thanks for all the tagging, guys!i had tagged you back:)hmm..i think next years paper might be more difficult than now.science had changed to either physics or chemistry.maths problem might be more difficult than now.i cant believe all the sum are going to blast our brains.hahas.but lucky,our hols would be coming and still have 2 more weeks!ohh yea yesterday is eugene's birthday!happy belated birthday and to kang cheng toos!lols.i had been wondering how our sec 2 life would be?but now we will have to enjoy our sec 1 lifes before it ends.all the best and jiayous!

2007-09-04T05:44:00.000-07:00

heys!

i wouldn't be updating my blog cos of internet connection everytime diconnect so i maybe not onling.maybe 1 month or 1 week.hahas.forget all about the past and recevice a new path for me to walk.or maybe 2 months.

2007-08-24T23:51:00.000-07:00

heys!

happy teacher's day

i may not always update cos i have something to busy with.hahas.now just feel like posting my blog.this few days we have alot of things happening.but i am not going to say them all today.yesterday,in the morning,we have rev-up(suppose to be in tue but fri was aces day so it change to fri)road run.i noe that i jogged very slow cos i have long time not running in result decreasing my stamina.lack of breathe and my stomach very pain cos never eat breakfast.but in the end had finished the whole road run.after road run,we have the teachers day celebration in the hall.in the beginning was annoucing the awards for different calgories then have the students performance as well as sc.quite nice.then in the quadrangle held the teachers vs student captain ball tournament.student won alot.hahas.its very exciting seeing them play even though we are just audience sitting down there cheering for them.after the whole day in sch,me,val,jiexin went to jp to eat lunch in subway.but unfortunately no set meal.then we had to eat separated and additional of drinks and cookies.thanks to val for treating me barley and m&m cookie.i will treat you a sundae!:)after that,we went to op and wallet shop to see and buy somethings that have offers,then we went to library to borrow some books.read read read.suddenly jiexin and val called 1.30pm.thats wat i supposed to meet wenhui.me and val rushed to take 242 bus while jiexin went straight back to her sch.

when we reached there,i saw loads of my fwens so as val:

1) wen hui

2) cai juan

3) justina

4) kaifeng

5) zhi qi

6) abigile

7) tiffany

8) whye lin

and lots more....thanks for everybody's help in the heart straws.1 euphoric rocks!!!

this tuesday will be 1E class outing

time will be about 11am-3pm

destination at sentosa

hope that your will be there enjoying the fun!

yea!pls come and have a nice day there!

2007-08-04T01:00:00.000-07:00

heys!
sry no time to update cos of folkdance and NDParade rehearsal.now i feeling different from my previous emotion.i felt more relax without liking anyone.it lesser streee eventhough its not as bad as stressing the class.now,i just standardise myself as single and i just wanna study unitl the end of this year then i looked at the minor or so called as'relationship' problem

why must love trick so much people's feelings, emotion.let them be emo.i dont wanna everybody surrounded me looking sad becos of this silly emtion.this emtion wasn't going to change your life.move on to a new path which leads you to good future.dont even bother about love again.

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
i miss you

as long as stars shine down from heaven
and the rivers run into the sea
til the end of the time,forever
you're the only love i'll need
in my life,you're all that matters
in my eyes,the only truth i see
when my hopes and dreams have shattered
you're the one that's there for me

imagine me without you
that kinda sorrow
day after day i miss you
maybe its impossible

love is a emtion
that plays on you
that made you
sad,always

love trick your
feelings,
emtion,
hope

love-less was more
better than love
no worries,hopes or
promises.

love-less,
stress-less,
hopless,
emoless.

love sometimes makes you
happy
but not all the times,
sorrow the most.

heart shattered into million pieces
hatred flow through
my blood,
even my body

2007-07-08T04:08:00.000-07:00

heys

if you get sad easily.then means you have mood swing.its not that i say you are like bad temper or wad.is i dont wan you to be sad always.dont be my past.now you become like that i was likedunno how to say already.its not i blame you or wad.its that we can have dun together eventhough you had any problem.i noe how you felt cos i am once like that.

mood swing fast.
mood changed fast.
sad.angry.depreseed.moody.
let it be buried under your heart.
to wake you up from unhappiness.
open your eyes for new start of the journey
and bring happiness.
joyful with you.

sorry to those who i had made them sad.cos you noe i am a very terrible person.if i have mistake,pls tell me.and the worst important thing was that i dont wanna any more misunderstanding from now on.friend is a person who go through hardship and happiness with you.and a very trustworthy person.any problem,dont hide under ur heart.just tell us.we maybe can let u calm urself or even help you solved the problem.

2007-07-05T07:03:00.000-07:00

2007-06-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

more!!!

friends forever!!!

callling mum...

pop!!!jiexin came out from my side

under the sunset...

val and me.

me and jiexin

jiexin and val.cute and pretty

see the sky...so nice

we take it from the busstop there.the grassland they so pretty, i so ugly

heys!!!today very happy cos after band practice, me and jiexin and val went to eat lunch and drink the pearls delight!!!hahas.then both of them came to my house to practice the band marches and testing on eachother's instrument (val's stick, jiexin's clarinet, mine trumpet).then we take loads and loads of pic on the way home and at my house...can wait for this mon for badminton with jiexin,qinping,xinhua!!!more pics!!!

2007-06-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

mikan and natsume

Kaito and lucia

full moon wo sagashite

sakura and syaoran

kira and lacus

i have change quite lots of thing.i change the video, welcome pics and songs. i have nth to post but i have lots of anime pics. i find them all from photo bucket.tml is school reopens.sigh.

jia you all the time

2007-06-19T05:13:00.000-07:00

heys guys!sorry long time no update cos no time.gotta stack of homework waiting for me to finish.finally finish only the biography...hahas...time flies...now is the last week of holiday.

today i went to library to discuss the game board.i cant figure it out that the short hair girl was suzyana cos she reborn her hair...very nice!!!lol.they went to buy the stationary while me and jiexin stay in the library to think the quesitons...very pain arh my head...thinking of the question.xing ku le jiexin.after we were done with that, we went to jurong point to shop.sazlina,jiexin,suzyana all brought sth but not me.haha.then went home with sazlina and jiexin.

yesterday,me and jiexin were finding books in the frontier for biography.sian.then went home start learning trumpet.cannot blow.very sian.

happy birthday yazid!!!

sorry no present!!!

2007-06-08T07:10:00.000-07:00

heys!!!

i had just upload the pretty boy mv.after you watch rite,there will appear alot of pics below.thats the related video.there also gotta card captor sakura and syaoran video with the song pretty boy.hahas!!!shiok.but very boring.i just find something irritates me alot.homework.band.fwens [maybe not].just very fan lor.i felt like lifting my soul and be free from problems.i am very stressout by homework and band.homework gotta tons.band need to learn unknown march songs.and even reflections!!loads of projects!!!i cant take it anymore.i really cant take it anymore.i just want to break free from homework and stress.i just want to cry in the room.

i believe that i can fly.believe in me.i try my best to finish wadeva things that block me from happiness.i just want to be happy.thats all.

believe everything you do.you is you,me is me.i can do it!!!

JIA YOU!WANXIN,YOU CAN DO IT!!!

2007-06-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

heys!!!i reupgrade my blog already!!!come and tag me in the tagboard!!!and try listen to the songs i added in.:).
hahas...i try to design but the most gong fu wan is vanessa.thanks!!!sorry that todays post maybe a little short.awaits!!

2007-06-06T06:33:00.000-07:00

today all the day,i have been covering my face from _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.i dun really want to see his face.hack care him.you noe that kind of feeling.i dunno.really dunno.my sorrow.my pain.my depressed.my tears.

to my fwens:

i felt rather being alone.your console me.thanks for all.i control my feeling.especially valerina.val, thanks for everything.good fwens and sisters foreva!thanks for scolding him.but now i quite like gotta full feelings on someone else.hahas...dont guess the name.only your noe want.if i gotta make ur sad.angry.sorry for everything.really.

today was like so sian.band until 2pm.combined learning champions.graduation suites.very fun of learning those but very difficult.too bad janelle din come.after band.i was like sleeping for hours.hahas...nth more to post.

I LOVE YOUR GIRLS!!!THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!THANKS: VALERINA,JIEXIN,QINPING,WEILU,VANESSA FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!!ESPECIALLY ON BAND CAMP!!!

MUACKSSS!!!.

2007-06-06T05:59:00.000-07:00

listening to pretty boy again.thinking of someone in my heart.

Lyrics of pretty boy:

i lie awake at night
see things in black and white
i've only got you inside my mind
you know you have made me blind

i lie awake and pray
that you will look my way
i have all this longing in my heart
i knew it right from the start

chorus:
oh my pretty pretty boy
i love you
like i never ever loved no one before you
pretty pretty boy of mine
just tell me you love me too
oh my pretty pretty boy
i need you
oh my pretty pretty boy i do
let me inside
make me stay right beside you

i used to write your name
and put it in my frame
and sometimes i think i hear you call
right from my bedroom wall

you stay a little while
and touch me with your smile
and what can i say to make you mine
to reach out for you in time

chorus

oh pretty boys x3
say you love me too

chorus

damn nice lor.try listening to it!!

2007-06-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

heys again...

i dont noe why you dont wanna trust me.i dont noe lah...just that i am so fed up with guys.espcially that guy.cant believe it he say me not trustworthy.ok now i dont give a damn care to him...care him,he think wad.lying to him.ok lor,now i dont even want to talk to him.you want to be sympathise say lah.i can asked somebody who can console you.you think ppl are so free to talk to you meh.to me time is precious.cutting your hand.think what arh.cool meh.my head!.you think this is fun to make off ppl feeling,i think you better back off.this is not my first time being made fun of my feeling.i thought that you are suffering by emo.but i think that is feck want ba....i dont even wan believe you again.ok lah.fine.

now my heart was like sinking now into the sea and never come back again unless there was someone to pick up for me.i cant take it anymore.if gotta any boys really want to play a fool on girls, i tell you better vanish into thin air.why your have to do this to make ppl suffering.you ppl dont noe suffer,i tell you, you better suffer first.pls be aware on wad you done.i have done scolding ppl.i really want to be free from being suffer by him.

flying up into the sky.free from everything.now i am thinking of spreading my wings and fly into the sky like a bird.totally free from everything.homework.relationship.or maybe even fwenship.sorry for all my fwens.i felt really very down.being hurt by a trusted fwen.

my new motto:
dont really trust a guy at the very start.try to make friend with him but not too trusted into him.

notes:
sorry for not updating blog.if u wanna comment pls click comment at the bottom of a post.and if gotta any problem pls do so in the comments.

now listening to pretty boy....nice lor.cant forget.hahas...hope that all boys are pretty in their hearts.

2007-06-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

heys again!!!

today was like siao!!!val came to my house then john and trish.then my dad.we quickly play hide and seek with my dad.cos i was scared of my dad.then we waited for him to bath but he kept watching tv.lol.then we started to panick.i quickly say val gotta come but not john and trish.omg.then ah gong came to the rescue so my dad noe.scared scareed.tonite gotta got scolding but no.hahas....bye gotta go cos use too much time posting about band camp.siok tml go out with john and trish...hahas....wait for tml update...

i need to tell someone something:

why do you think i am not trusted.why must let me in pain.why you dont trust me.even gotta secret i tell you but you betray me.i cant believe what you had done.not onlining...i hate you!you made me hate you want lor.sob sob...

2007-06-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

heys.long time no post.i haven't been post for almost 3 to 4 days.hahas.

i just came back from my band camp.if you asked me nice or not, i will say ok lah cos the most uncomfortable thing was sleeping time.stomach ache,headache.sighs.ok lets start with the 1st day.

01/06/07
i went to school with val and reached there about 6.50am as we were told to come at 7am for briefing.when we reached there,we saw alot of band ppl.and after a few minutes,natasha and gloria told us to settle down.first we had drill.we were like siao doing the sirdiyah and turn check.really screaming like siao especially jiexin.hahas....then we had combined.listening to mr wong's speech.and posture.and brreathing.sighs.zzzz....felt like sleeping.lol.time for lunch.we were asked to sit in groups.my group dont have val,jiexin weilu and even qinping.sighs.but i met them very fast and became good fwens.have angelica,meiting,potato,huiyi and putree.NASI LEMAK!!!!with the rice green green one.no appetipe to eat.sectional, janelle taught me graduation suites.very fun lor!thanks janelle.hahas...ice-breaker we play wecko.senior and junior wre suppose to partner.so i with janelle,qinping with hengjie.exciting.i remain on the same place.telematch,our group gotta last but nvm.drill 2 again.now we learnt turn and sirdiyah.sian but fun.lol.then we had water bomb.val dragged me to the toilet and use basin tap water and spray water at me.i revenge by using the tube and connect the tap and spray her.bath time!!!weilu,val,qinping and i quickly rashed to our respective room and take toiletries and to the toilet to bath.ice-breaker 2 i forgotten what we play but nvm.then dinner.AGAIN NASI LEMAK.omg.why always the same.damn it.night activity was nite walk.i was like scared by the senior like siao.even cry.lol.then we have movie to watch.i was too tired to watch then fall asleep so as val.then was zzzzzz.

02/06/07
waken up by qinping...i went to change and brush my teeth.breakfast was wonderful.cheese with bread and hotdogs.siok.then have theory class.ha sian....then telematch2 we play captains ball.fun!then activity we have amazing race.we gotta first so siok!!!with huici.then prize presentaiton.we gotta a pen feather.then home sweet home.hahas...

wonderful rite?lol.another post coming up!!!

2007-05-31T05:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to JEC instead of escape theme park.cos val wasnt allow to come so i asked john and trish whether they want to go.they agreed but last minute say cant go so far so we change destination to JEC to watch movies.jiexin and i decided to meet eachother to go to JEC together.when we reached there trish and john was eating at the japanese resturant eating their lunch.so we also planned to eat there.as we are waiting for vanessa, we go and see which movie to see but no.so we decided to take neos then go to IMM to shop.

we were like taking neos like siao.keep on retake retake.hahas.very funny leh.in every neos, i was like very nerd leh.very ugly.lol.vanessa and jiexin and trish were very chio lor.and john was very cute.if u want to see tell me.actually trish was my cousin so as john.if have the chance i can intro them to u.hahas...ok.then we go IMM and shop.nth to shop but vanessa bought some accessories.lol.then we take a shatter bus home.what a great day!!

today is vesak day so early in the morning need to go and pray.went home immediately then sleep until 3 sth.headache develop.very pain sia.then went to eat lunch.pack my camp things for tml's band camp!!!!so excited.hahas.gtg le.bye.wait for my next update!!!

2007-05-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

yeps!!hi guys again!

today was like ultra-fun!going to val house early in the morning...DING DONG,DING DONG!!!nobody answer.okkie trying to using knocking.vernette opened the door with her tired look and say"ohh hi!"calling her sister valerina up.was being serve a glass of orange juice after that..thanks!then went to her carpark to get her dad's car ready...

reached school was about 8.30am and saw jiexin,jia yi and huijia!!when reached the band room,no sight of qinping and weilu,thought that they maybe not inform that gotta band today...luckily they came at the dot.hahas...briefing for the band camp.very funny as what the senior were talking about.'towel,shampoo,toothpaste,toothbrush'said sadam.then the other seniors say'can say toileries or not' sadam say'must be clear what to bring mah'.lol.then we went to jurong point to consume our lunch then to frontier..

borrowed 7 books leh...very heavy cos now doubled up..hahas...after that val came to my house to use com.hahas...so much laughter.lol.then she went back home so early so i fall asleep.until 7pm.pig mah.hahas...then have dinner at home but not at grandma house.

suddenly felt so hard to breathe.like being in a very big crowd.squeezing eachother without having a breathe.i felt myself loosening something.i felt like loosening my grasp.cannot spread my wings apart.and fly.why do i felt like this?feeling uncomfortable.sry that todays post can be quite lame actually in fact.cos seeing other ppl blog...i hope that i can find someone to lend me his or her shoulder to lean.really.be my guest.okkie.valerina, sry for my bad attitude to u.and love ya.jiexin too.

2007-05-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

hahas...today i was facing four sides of walls and nobody to talk to.....sighs really very tired.cannot go out...just staying at home doing nothing but homework.finding info of sound of music.talking in msn.tired of typing todays things lets toke about yesterday things.

yesterday early in the morning...mum and i went to school to get my result and conicidence saw huai qian and her mum.reached the classroom,joey and her mum was sitting down on my chair waiting for rafi's mum to get up on her sit.finish.joey's mum started to talk to mdm hajar.eventually we get to see mdm hajar at about 8am which was 30mins after our appointment.getting the result was happy.mum treated me breakfast lunch and dinner.dinner we went to expo for the food exhibition.alot of food smell.buying alot of food home.sms valerina,i am full.the whole nite talking to valerina and jiexin,sms valerina.

today both of them are going to ignyte to see narnia.envy.very envy.hahas...cannot go.just sit down and watch.hahas...thats why is tired...

2007-05-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

starting out on the last day of term 2....mdm hajar came back from hospital!!!hahas...LOL.welcome back...hahas...we has our oc aka operation clean up so every westwoodian was supposed to wear PE attire.during the oc was very fun!jiexin was asked to clean the staircase,me and val was asked to clean the class room as well as others.val had helped me alot and we always change pail together.hahas...huaiqian saw me then say that she noe why i always want to go to the toilet.then she say want to see HIM mah...i blushed....then pail water dirty again so kang cheng want to change then xiao tian also want to so me and val went to the boys toilet to wait for them.then the stupid kar how say i 'bian tai'.say i went to boys toilet but that was almost want lor...very fed-up then HE saw that!!!cant imagine.he was cleaning the wall so as i.LOL...then students was asked to go to hall to assemble.first row same as him then i kept on looking at him so as me.hahas...'xing fu'.

after school ms ripple let us see japanese anime cartoon 'the spirited away' and another one i din noe the name...very nice lor....hahas...me,val and jiexin went to jp to buy cookies in subway....me-white chip madcadamia,val-double chocolate and jiexin-double chocolate.hahas...we planned to play badminton together at val house park but in the end jiexin cant make it so me and val play together half an hour.very fun lor.hahas....LOL....

today is the last day (sry to say) of term 2....wish everyone happy holiday!!!!

2007-05-23T03:40:00.000-07:00

today really quite scared at the start of the day cos when i met val, she was like gotta something bothering her.hurm....but in the end okkies already.hahas...todays lesson was quite ok especially mother tongue class that time me,val,sazlina,suzyana,jiexin,songpei laugh like wad until our throat very pain.hahas....(sighs)after school still gotta band, me,qinping,val and jiexin went to the hawker to eat our lunch.then we felt like drinking bubble tea so we went to the shop which was near there and bought 2 cups of oreo chocolate.1 for me and qinping, other for val and jiexin...its was almost 2.30already so we quickly rush back school.me and qinping were struggling to finish the drink...FINISH!!!we ran to the band room luckily wasnt late for band cos we had it before.LOL!we had sectional from 2.30 to 3.15.blowing and blowing hahas...then mr wongs lesson.very tired wan to sleep...zzzzz.....hahas...

5pm finishes band then went back by 181.....with val and qinping.hahas...

lets toke about emo.why emo can let someone being so helpless and sad.cutting own self without hurting.i dont noe why they need to be like that.like someone who influence somebody else.how does it feel like.

2007-05-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

heys! sry for no tag board cos havent update.erm...today was quite happy cos me and val had alot of laughter in the english lessons.hahas...now trying to get some 'ling gan' for my writting competition.hahas...after school,those who wants to noe the result can stay back but me and val din stay back cos we are all rushing to get back home so val can come to my house as early as possible.LOL...very happy at that time.playing wif val, update post was quite fun...

being invited to ignity was a very surprised thing to me.i was like begging my mum to let me go to adams but she doesnt want to being persuade but opposite i was being persuade by her...very stupid leh...tis few days i am feeling quite emotion-LESS.i dont noe why?when things happened to me, i felt like that cant be bothered and damn made me no feelings to face that.i really cant belive wad i had become.hahas...just that a little more happier than last week.

Last week was like so moody the whole day and always kana let teachers scolded loh.like friday kana scolded by ms lim lor.i was waiting for my fwens cannot meh.toot!!!really hate her lor!!!dont noe wad was she thinking.arh!!!wadever.... cant wait to go to escape theme park!!!!

2007-04-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

THIS BLOG WAS CREATE BY ME AND VALERINA. HAHAS.

TODAY WAS QUITE WONDERFUL. TODAY WE GET SCOLDED BY MS TAY. REALLY VERY ANGRY BUT I UNDERSTAND HER FELLINGS. VERY SIAN THEN FINISHING SCOLDING, SHE ASKED US TO WRITE 500 WORDS FOR REFLECTION.

AFTER SCHOOL, CLARA, WAN SHI AND JIE XIN COME TO MY HOME. REALLY VERY FUN WHEN WE WATCH THE HOKKIEN BOND IN YOUTUBE. HAHAS. THEN WE WENT TO SCHOOL TO FINISH OUR CLAYMATION PROJECT.

REACH HOME ABOUT 7+. HAHAS

ADDITIONAL: TODAY WHEN WE PLAY HEART ATTACK VERY FUN!!!

adventrous day!!!!

2007-04-25T05:05:00.000-07:00

HEY!!! this is my new blog. hahas hope u like it!!! todae 1E went to bukit timah nature reserve. its so fun and full of langhter. hahas. todae is quite sad cos i had a cold war with valerina with that stupid thing. but now was okkays already. it was because of HIM! but i didnt blame him. hahas...

after school val come to my home to create my blog. its all her gong lao loh!!! thanks val hahas! i had taken photos with my dearies. hahas. really have fun with val, CLAra, JIExin,AHma, AHgong. hahas. i looked so nerd in the photo. lol!

lucky i am almost sit next to him... in the end i sit beside alvin... lucky if not i dont neo wad to do. hahas... nvr mind hahas.

got to go!!!! wait for the next post(: