finally but still not

yeah, i finished my prelims already but i still one big one which is the o levels. uhhh! feel like wanted to finish it quickly. by the time, i can do everything i wanted. now i have to save money for universal studios. hmmm, sounds fun but still not excited cos the day is not near yet.

Final Fantasy Verses XIII

Last update is like Final Fantasy VII(7) and VIII(8). now already update to final fantasy verses xiii(13).
eventhough they appear to be as couple but they are actually enemies. how sad right? (stella x noctis)

my little wish

my littlest wishes:

1. wanna finish o levels quick!


2. wanna go watch all the videos that i have been waiting for


3. wanna go out with friends without worries


4. wanna be smart and confident about my work and exams


5. wanna go into my favourite jc or poly(course)


6. wanna slim down (swimming, jogging, gym...)

do i have a choice?

i wish i can choose my own path whenever i want. not wanting to be controlled by anything or anybody.

uhhh, thats is something that alot of ppl can control or choose. we just have to live with it and survive.

survival

i really do believe in this and its really meaningful. now, i left with prelims paper 1 sciences, tml dont need to do to school.

sometimes we just have to get through all the hardships to get something great in the end. shian tian hou ku, i really do believe in this cos i am a shian tian hou ku person. what i get in the end is even more hardship. so believe it or not.

music sings

recently i feel that this anime does shows a little bit of romance but due to the fact that the protagonist is very dense so she does not feel anything about the boys surrounded by her.

i felt that these two person had different personality eventhough they are playing the same instrument which is violin. until now, there is no information about the protagonist showing interest in any boys.

this show often reminds me of band and my trumpet. of course this show has a trumpeter:) it make me reminiscences the wonderful times that i had in band. sighs, time flies and now we are all chionging for o levels. and next year we will be in different course doing different things.

If i were a boy

If I were a boy - Beyonce

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it'
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted'
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go'
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her'
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted'
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted'
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Love

If I had just one more day.

I would tell you how much that I've missed you.

Since you've been away

It's dangerous

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time -Hurt by Christina Aguilera

I don't want to talk about it,

how you broke my heart

If I stay here just a little bit longer,

if I stay here,

won't you listen to my heart,

ohh my heart?

My heart, ohh my heart. - I Don't Want to Talk About It by Rod Steward

I suddenly wanted to post all this lyrics and quotes because its so true about them. Thats is how i felt too. Sometimes when i listen to these songs, i can visualise how much they wanted to speak their minds to their lovers. Sometimes we think that love can be so wonderful and would envy those who were in love but there is something that is not shown on the surface of a person's face which is hurt, sad, cry.

I may not experience it but i had seen many ppl surrounding me having this kind of problems. Maybe i dont understand eventhough i step into your shoes and think. But there love is. We cannot control our feelings because it is so strong. Believe in yourself and be confident that you would not be affected when something is wrong:)

new start.

i want to restart my life again. just hoping that i can and change my style of learning. a leopard wont change its spots. i know alot of ppl would think like this but think about it, people changes. so what if i had done something in the past and that doesnt mean i would do it again in the future. that's no proving about it, i understand. so i want to prove it myself that i can do it without the help of ppl around me but my own true self.

colours of life

i think that this picture is beautiful so i post it. i changed my song and profile picture.

interesing

i think i should keep this blog because all my memories is kept here. now i am sec 4. time flies. we all know that this year is a very important year for us. the o level year. so everyone is studying, no matter going jc or poly, everyone is working hard for a good results.

but what am i doing? hanging around and slacking, not realising that i am only 1 MONTH to go for o levels. so what am i going to do? like what we always say but did not do. STUDY.