more!!!

friends forever!!!

callling mum...

pop!!!jiexin came out from my side

under the sunset...

val and me.

me and jiexin

jiexin and val.cute and pretty

see the sky...so nice

we take it from the busstop there.the grassland they so pretty, i so ugly


heys!!!today very happy cos after band practice, me and jiexin and val went to eat lunch and drink the pearls delight!!!hahas.then both of them came to my house to practice the band marches and testing on eachother's instrument (val's stick, jiexin's clarinet, mine trumpet).then we take loads and loads of pic on the way home and at my house...can wait for this mon for badminton with jiexin,qinping,xinhua!!!more pics!!!

mikan and natsume

Kaito and lucia

full moon wo sagashite

sakura and syaoran

kira and lacus

i have change quite lots of thing.i change the video, welcome pics and songs. i have nth to post but i have lots of anime pics. i find them all from photo bucket.tml is school reopens.sigh.

jia you all the time

heys guys!sorry long time no update cos no time.gotta stack of homework waiting for me to finish.finally finish only the biography...hahas...time flies...now is the last week of holiday.

today i went to library to discuss the game board.i cant figure it out that the short hair girl was suzyana cos she reborn her hair...very nice!!!lol.they went to buy the stationary while me and jiexin stay in the library to think the quesitons...very pain arh my head...thinking of the question.xing ku le jiexin.after we were done with that, we went to jurong point to shop.sazlina,jiexin,suzyana all brought sth but not me.haha.then went home with sazlina and jiexin.

yesterday,me and jiexin were finding books in the frontier for biography.sian.then went home start learning trumpet.cannot blow.very sian.

happy birthday yazid!!!

sorry no present!!!

heys!!!

i had just upload the pretty boy mv.after you watch rite,there will appear alot of pics below.thats the related video.there also gotta card captor sakura and syaoran video with the song pretty boy.hahas!!!shiok.but very boring.i just find something irritates me alot.homework.band.fwens [maybe not].just very fan lor.i felt like lifting my soul and be free from problems.i am very stressout by homework and band.homework gotta tons.band need to learn unknown march songs.and even reflections!!loads of projects!!!i cant take it anymore.i really cant take it anymore.i just want to break free from homework and stress.i just want to cry in the room.

i believe that i can fly.believe in me.i try my best to finish wadeva things that block me from happiness.i just want to be happy.thats all.

believe everything you do.you is you,me is me.i can do it!!!

JIA YOU!WANXIN,YOU CAN DO IT!!!

heys!!!i reupgrade my blog already!!!come and tag me in the tagboard!!!and try listen to the songs i added in.:).
hahas...i try to design but the most gong fu wan is vanessa.thanks!!!sorry that todays post maybe a little short.awaits!!

today all the day,i have been covering my face from _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.i dun really want to see his face.hack care him.you noe that kind of feeling.i dunno.really dunno.my sorrow.my pain.my depressed.my tears.

to my fwens:

i felt rather being alone.your console me.thanks for all.i control my feeling.especially valerina.val, thanks for everything.good fwens and sisters foreva!thanks for scolding him.but now i quite like gotta full feelings on someone else.hahas...dont guess the name.only your noe want.if i gotta make ur sad.angry.sorry for everything.really.

today was like so sian.band until 2pm.combined learning champions.graduation suites.very fun of learning those but very difficult.too bad janelle din come.after band.i was like sleeping for hours.hahas...nth more to post.


I LOVE YOUR GIRLS!!!THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!THANKS: VALERINA,JIEXIN,QINPING,WEILU,VANESSA FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!!ESPECIALLY ON BAND CAMP!!!

MUACKSSS!!!.

listening to pretty boy again.thinking of someone in my heart.

Lyrics of pretty boy:

i lie awake at night
see things in black and white
i've only got you inside my mind
you know you have made me blind

i lie awake and pray
that you will look my way
i have all this longing in my heart
i knew it right from the start

chorus:
oh my pretty pretty boy
i love you
like i never ever loved no one before you
pretty pretty boy of mine
just tell me you love me too
oh my pretty pretty boy
i need you
oh my pretty pretty boy i do
let me inside
make me stay right beside you

i used to write your name
and put it in my frame
and sometimes i think i hear you call
right from my bedroom wall

you stay a little while
and touch me with your smile
and what can i say to make you mine
to reach out for you in time

chorus

oh pretty boys x3
say you love me too

chorus

damn nice lor.try listening to it!!

heys again...

i dont noe why you dont wanna trust me.i dont noe lah...just that i am so fed up with guys.espcially that guy.cant believe it he say me not trustworthy.ok now i dont give a damn care to him...care him,he think wad.lying to him.ok lor,now i dont even want to talk to him.you want to be sympathise say lah.i can asked somebody who can console you.you think ppl are so free to talk to you meh.to me time is precious.cutting your hand.think what arh.cool meh.my head!.you think this is fun to make off ppl feeling,i think you better back off.this is not my first time being made fun of my feeling.i thought that you are suffering by emo.but i think that is feck want ba....i dont even wan believe you again.ok lah.fine.

now my heart was like sinking now into the sea and never come back again unless there was someone to pick up for me.i cant take it anymore.if gotta any boys really want to play a fool on girls, i tell you better vanish into thin air.why your have to do this to make ppl suffering.you ppl dont noe suffer,i tell you, you better suffer first.pls be aware on wad you done.i have done scolding ppl.i really want to be free from being suffer by him.

flying up into the sky.free from everything.now i am thinking of spreading my wings and fly into the sky like a bird.totally free from everything.homework.relationship.or maybe even fwenship.sorry for all my fwens.i felt really very down.being hurt by a trusted fwen.

my new motto:
dont really trust a guy at the very start.try to make friend with him but not too trusted into him.

notes:
sorry for not updating blog.if u wanna comment pls click comment at the bottom of a post.and if gotta any problem pls do so in the comments.

now listening to pretty boy....nice lor.cant forget.hahas...hope that all boys are pretty in their hearts.

heys again!!!

today was like siao!!!val came to my house then john and trish.then my dad.we quickly play hide and seek with my dad.cos i was scared of my dad.then we waited for him to bath but he kept watching tv.lol.then we started to panick.i quickly say val gotta come but not john and trish.omg.then ah gong came to the rescue so my dad noe.scared scareed.tonite gotta got scolding but no.hahas....bye gotta go cos use too much time posting about band camp.siok tml go out with john and trish...hahas....wait for tml update...

i need to tell someone something:

why do you think i am not trusted.why must let me in pain.why you dont trust me.even gotta secret i tell you but you betray me.i cant believe what you had done.not onlining...i hate you!you made me hate you want lor.sob sob...

heys.long time no post.i haven't been post for almost 3 to 4 days.hahas.

i just came back from my band camp.if you asked me nice or not, i will say ok lah cos the most uncomfortable thing was sleeping time.stomach ache,headache.sighs.ok lets start with the 1st day.

01/06/07
i went to school with val and reached there about 6.50am as we were told to come at 7am for briefing.when we reached there,we saw alot of band ppl.and after a few minutes,natasha and gloria told us to settle down.first we had drill.we were like siao doing the sirdiyah and turn check.really screaming like siao especially jiexin.hahas....then we had combined.listening to mr wong's speech.and posture.and brreathing.sighs.zzzz....felt like sleeping.lol.time for lunch.we were asked to sit in groups.my group dont have val,jiexin weilu and even qinping.sighs.but i met them very fast and became good fwens.have angelica,meiting,potato,huiyi and putree.NASI LEMAK!!!!with the rice green green one.no appetipe to eat.sectional, janelle taught me graduation suites.very fun lor!thanks janelle.hahas...ice-breaker we play wecko.senior and junior wre suppose to partner.so i with janelle,qinping with hengjie.exciting.i remain on the same place.telematch,our group gotta last but nvm.drill 2 again.now we learnt turn and sirdiyah.sian but fun.lol.then we had water bomb.val dragged me to the toilet and use basin tap water and spray water at me.i revenge by using the tube and connect the tap and spray her.bath time!!!weilu,val,qinping and i quickly rashed to our respective room and take toiletries and to the toilet to bath.ice-breaker 2 i forgotten what we play but nvm.then dinner.AGAIN NASI LEMAK.omg.why always the same.damn it.night activity was nite walk.i was like scared by the senior like siao.even cry.lol.then we have movie to watch.i was too tired to watch then fall asleep so as val.then was zzzzzz.

02/06/07
waken up by qinping...i went to change and brush my teeth.breakfast was wonderful.cheese with bread and hotdogs.siok.then have theory class.ha sian....then telematch2 we play captains ball.fun!then activity we have amazing race.we gotta first so siok!!!with huici.then prize presentaiton.we gotta a pen feather.then home sweet home.hahas...

wonderful rite?lol.another post coming up!!!